I know you left me for a reason. Even if there was a reason I could give you so you would have come back to me I hadn't given you enough. So now I cannot sleep. You left me and it is not what hurts me the most. Never did. At first I even enjoyed a big bed just for myself. As next I found out coldness hidden under sheets. So I became cold to not feel the coldness. As I was cold I still was feeling pain but I learnt: when you hurt your knee you put ice on it. My heart was hurt therefore I put cold on it.

And I told to myself: ye, man, you had [...]