Edytowano 19 października 2019 roku, godz. 20:57
Zaglądam w cień
Choć minęło mi już wiosen parę
Zaglądam w cień jesieni, serca ranę
Rozpalam blask umysłu, wspomnienia zakurzone
Dusza jak pałąk wiadra, łzami z przeceny zapełnione
Bo promocja była na wybrakowane życie
Na brud sumienia nie pomoże żadne mycie
Pieśń nadziei piszę się zamiast nutami
Pisze się w historii istnienia kamieniami
Blizna nie goi się ciągle rozdrapywana
Czas, jako lekarz rany ma leczyć
Lecz przeszłość taka to trucizna, przyszłości ściana
Nim to wszystko naprawiać, nie dajcie się skaleczyć
Ciężka głowa
Kropla leci z nieba
Setna, miliardowa
Ciężkie chmury
Ciężka głowa
To na burzę się zbiera
Deszcz rzęsisty i gwałtowny
Wiatr, kurz z ulicy zabiera
Każdy kamyk przemoczony
Siedzę w to wpatrzony [...]
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Wpatrując się w niebo
Rozmyślam co nieco
Najlepiej się myśli nocą
Gdy gwiazdy błyskoczą
Szkoda że żadna nie spadnie
Znów marzenie mi przepadnie https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_zBwRDEFMRY
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Jednego razu pojawiło się A
A zamieniło się w K
K myślało, że pierwszy raz z J
Drugi raz J to było, K się myliło
Przez to wszystko D się pojawiło
I musiało znów J powrócić
D zaczęło stygnąć, D tajemnice miało
Dlatego M się pojawiło i cały czas mówiło
A to M niebyło moje M
Teraz mam M bez A, K, D i M
Jedno drugiemu nie wadzi...
Pan i Pani się razem spotykali
Na ławce w parku się całowali
Bywali na placach i na skwerku
Na kawie, lodach czy spacerku
Dnia pewnego na serduszku rana
Jedno chciało tylko jednego
Drugie chciało Drugiego
Wariacja na cztery nuty, bez pokuty.
Kończy się dzień
Zamienia się w cień
I choć nie zmieni to nic
To nie będę się w piersi bić
Każdy ma historię swą
Lekką, ciężką, czy też złą
I czy róża cierń ma
Czy uśmiech, czy łza [...]
Wiosenny hałas.
Wiatraki w oddali tańczą
Z wiatrem grają w kółeczko
Budynki na horyzoncie błyszczą
Pięknie świeci Niedzielne słoneczko
Wiśnie kwitną, budzą się kasztany
W pełni dokonują się wiosenne zmiany
Chociaż trochę chłodno jeszcze
To i tak budzą się króliki i mlecze
Kolory wszystkie na drzewach, krzewach i łąkach
Można usłyszeć trzmiela, pszczołę i skowronka
I w takim prędkim świecie, nie mamy tyle na to czasu
To warto posłuchać w takich warunkach takiego hałasu https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LsgO5OTUsRU
Ujrzałem Ją
Ujrzałem Ją w najlepszych snach
Dostrzegłem Ją potem na jawie
W ciemności, w deszczu na trawie
Dopalała papierosa, we włosach tańczył wiatr
Przeszedłem obok, zerknąłem z lekka
Ulica od ulewy była jak potok, jak rzeka
Otarłem swą mokrą twarz, lecz nie od deszczu mokrą
Pociągając nosem raz, za razem, odszedłem ulicą szeroką
Wtopiłem się w ciemności głębokie i niezmierne
Pozostały na jawie tylko sny i do Ciebie uczucia niezmienne
I serce wypełnione Miłością
I dusza wypełniona niezręcznością
I rozum wypełniony niemożnością
Kaszanka za dwa pięćdziesiąt.
( psychodelik)
Serce wybija rytm na cztery
Widzę majajaki, nijaki
Słyszę niesłyszalne szmery
Na sercu noszę kamyki
Dusza od tego rezonuje
Cisza głośna denerwuje
I choć jestem trzeźwy jak dzika świnia [...]
On czeka
On cały czas czekał,
On czeka i teraz też
Stał pod drzewem
Czekał na Nią
Mocno padał deszcz
Nie wiedział wtenczas nic
Nie spodziewał się, że
Zmieni to los, nie domyślał się
Odwrócił się i ujrzał Ją
Poczuł gorąc, w chłodny dzień
Od południa zbliżała się jak cień
Przywitał się ocierając głowę swą
Pochylił się i delikatnie ucałował Ją
Zabłysły oczy ich, mimo to zamknęli je
Objęli się, pochłonęli w uczuciu ciała swe
Czy deszcz, czy też nie, nie liczyło się nic
Odpłynęli na chmurze [...]
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Była to jesień
Dokładniej wrzesień
Gdy przyszedłem na ten świat
W ciemności rozpocząłem swój płacz
Początek mój nastąpił w Niedzielę
Po kilku dniach był chrzest w kościele
Zabawa, nauka, wojsko i praca
Zamartwianie, co życie skraca [...]
Po przełamaniu.
To przed Wigilią
A nie na wieczerzy
Poznaje się kto radosny
A kto ząbki szczerzy
Rodzina jak przyjaciele
Poznana w biedzie
A nie datkami w kościele
A przy stole razem
I kolędzie wspólnej
Nie zapominajcie o innym człowieku
Waszym najważniejszym Bogu
I gadajcie ludzkim głosem
Rok cały, a nie raz o północy
Bądźmy pomocą
Nie szukajmy pomocy
Na koniec tej wypowiedzi
Wśród pierogów i śledzi
Aby nie było tak, że nie jeden przy stole „kwiatek”
Lecz jeden wazon i wiele dzbanów
A pozostawiony w CAŁOŚCI opłatek!!!
Z Tobą w różach
Położyłem się pośród setek róż
Czy to na pewno czas na sen już?
A może jednak na morze uczuć
Pośród czerwieni i bolesnych ukuć?
Nie wiesz, nie zaprzeczasz
Krótko mówiąc nie odpowiadasz
Milczysz, bo milczeć musisz
A jednak mnie do grzechu kusisz
I budzę się z „Tobą” w różach
Lecz te róże to obrazek na kołdrach
Pachnące rumiankiem
Sam budzę się porankiem
Fraszka na polonistkę
Słyszeliśta chopy wszelkie
Jak zdobyć kobiece serce?
Ponoć metoda z samej Francyji
Taka że dziołcha zawiśnie Ci na szyji
Ponoć to zrychtowały profesory z Paryża
Mówią i godają, że ważna jest pisanina
Ależ nie tako, byle jako
Tylko tako ładno, tako gładko
Tako z ortografiją zaznano
I o gramatyce nie zapominajta
W dobrem pisaniu nauki pobierajta
Wtenczas piórem z łatwością
Niewieście każde Waszym będzie
I kaligrafiją swą zacną do sypialni zaciągniecie
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